I can't complain

or...at least I feel I shouldn't.
I just met with a group of ladies who I know fear the Lord, have felt His redemption and grace continuously in their lives, they see His work all around them and they ALL have personal struggles I can't even.....*sigh*
and here I am complaining and fretting over not having a job.

I need to trust more that God is placing me where He wants me...I mean...a year ago I wouldn't have imagined I'd end up in St Joe or even meeting with these ladies once a week.

My heart is just so heavy for them and their burdens...good thing God is big so He can carry all of this because I can't even grasp the thoughts running past me right now.